*kimikimochi
Visited here 5 days, 18 hours ago
Isn't a member


a caring thought I forgot your smile,a caring thought by *cardinal-hearts
your sinuous stride
and your coy,
yet confident air
when
I catch your gaze
you hold it there, trade
a starethe constant clamour stops
for a moment
as you give your knowledge
in exchange for a caring thought.


LoveLove by ~AdeliseEclair
Caught up at your pace
I'm lost in a sea of confusion
You who makes my heart race
Sends me into a state of delusion
Is it wrong to love you this much?
your presence is all that I need
the warm traces of your touch
My wounds have yet to bleed


Alice Alice why do you cry?Alice by ~AdeliseEclair
Your tears of carrion red
Why do you live behind a lie?
Deny the fact your dead
Why do you search for faces?
The glory of the past....
Dressed in pale sky laces?
I've found you at last
The sky always seemed grey....
I never really knew why...
In this cold bed, I lay...
Lamenting the day I die
Eyes like tainted corruption
Blood and distorted gold
Mankind's own destruction
A burden I should hold
Sister you're in pain.....
You smile so very sad
Do you mourn the rain?
And feign being glad?
No dear, think not of such
Come and listen to this song
Feel the warmth of my very touch
In my arms, where you bel


The love of Ashter Ashter's loveThe love of Ashter by ~AdeliseEclair
Voices ringing
Like a clad of darkness
Banshees singing
Embracing madness
White roses burn to dust
Sorrow within my heart
Restrained sins of lust
It's tearing me apart
Blood slides down the fragile arm
Promises left for broken
Keeping one safe from harm
Hypocrisy's only token
Save me from myself
I can't take it any longer
The picture on a wooden shelf
Emotions ever so stronger
Love is a widow's song
A bird's broken wing
A mirror of all wrong
A tune she used to sing
Love is a broken vow
The tainting of all light
Accepting what is now...
Straying the path of right
Obsession like a fragile flower
A most l


Kicks of Blame You were born soon afterKicks of Blame by *cardinal-hearts
He moved in; you loved
Him, he loved you. You called him 'Daddy'
At age two. He cleaned up your vomit
When I was out. He saw you walk
Your first steps and he brought you
To see your new baby brother
And took photo after photo
Capturing memories of his kids.
Took you visiting on Christmas Day,
Watched you eat a whole egg
In one big gulp at Easter.
He was there on your first
Day of school, held your hand
As you carried your bright blue
Bag, eager to learn.
Age seven, no longer there for you,
I did it all. Age eight, not much different.
Age eleven, you found out the family
Secret, he was never Da


Victims of Fate II Victims of fate IIVictims of Fate II by ~AdeliseEclair
Scarlett:
The days that continue to pass
The memories that begin to fade
The lingering warmth of his touch...
In a bed of blooms we laid
The joy that came from his smile
A relief like no other...
He who made life worthwhile
He, my only father
He was a fragile young man
Who shed tears when mom died
He said he loved me and mom alone...
But in actuality he lied
He left me by the doors of death...
In the oblivion of an eternal twilight...
The moments I took in with every breath
As the day sets in for the night
Father you brought me happiness
You brought light to my world
You left me in a time of madness
Fat


Selfish SelfishSelfish by ~AdeliseEclair
Restrained hate
Broken desire
Resented faith
Hell's fire
Tears flow
Blood slides down
Don't go
In pain I drown
Forgotten
Lost
Lives gone
At what cost?
Shut up
I hate you
Enough
Shut up.............
Selfish
Conceited
Mistakes
Repeated
Your voice
I don't hear
One choice
I hold dear...
Your selfish
And mean
You taint
what's clean
You fill me with hate
You fill me with resent
Redemption too late...
Too late to repent....
Die...
Go away
Lie....
Soul astray
I hate you.............
You bring me pain...
Sentiments hold true
Even in the blinding rain


Dusk The birds are singingDusk by ~katrinamar13
The bugs are calling
The bells are ringing
The stars are falling
It's nighttime
It's the right time
To just let it all go
It's evening
And I'm feeling
That I want you to know
How I really feel
How it is inside
Jumbled up, all I know
Is that in you
I can confide
That those three little words,
They mean nothing next to you
Three little whispers
Far from the truth
Because what I feel is something more
Something richer, I adore
The happiness you bring
It makes me want to sing,
Those three little words,
They mean nothing next to you
Three little whispers
Far from the truth
Yeah, maybe they aren't li


Positive If you are mad, I am happyPositive by ~slycooperfan
If you are crying, I am laughing.
If you frown, I smile.
If you are weak, I am strong.
If you fall, I stand.
If you fail, I keep trying.
If you brake, I keep going.
If you destroy, I make.
If you blame, I forgive.
If you forget, I remember.
If you have nightmares, I have dreams.
If you hate, I love.
If you die without hope, I die with dignity, because I actually understood the meaning of life, as you should've.
| More Journal Entries |